There´s one thing where you and me are thinking crucially different.
I didn´t ask God to create me and give me anything. It was *his* choice to do that. And when I`m looking at the earth as it is today, I can´t really see a reason to be thankful for anything. One might say that this place is just a small stop in our long journey. But even then I can´t see why this would mean that I have to worship God *for* that.
I didn´t ask him to give his son for us. I wasn´t even born when he did, so how could I have done? And I just don´t want to be burdened with stuff that I had absolutely no influence about. We´ve been talking about free will and cause and effect earlier. You said - correctly - that every free will may have consequences. However, I did not have any option to change the situation that you described. God created Adam, Adam grabbed his apple, God sacrificed his son to cleanse mankind from this sin and now I`m supposed to carry the guilt and burden of 2 millenii on my shoulders? I don´t think so.
The thing is, that I`m not saying "hey, Mister God, sod off, I don´t respect you". Not at all. I respect him for what he´s done (always under the: "if he exists" parameter), but I don´t respect his expectation to constantly pat him on the shoulder, or else get my little human butt spanked. I don´t know a better way to tell you what I mean, sorry about that. But I think I´ve made it quite clear by now. I really and honestly can´t believe that our God, the God that´s been described in the bible is really acting like that.
He could have wiped us out with Adam and Eve. But he didn't because He realized that their offspring had the capacity to truly appreciate Him and His attributes.
Wrong! He didn´t wipe us out because that would mean that he´d made a mistake by creating us in the first place and that he would have to admit his own failure because his creation was flawed, incomplete and weak. And because that is not an option, he decided to flail some sense into us and threaten us with hell if we should fail to function.
This is a rethorical exaggeration. I´m deliberately taking the part of the ADvocator Diaboli here, I know that. But I do it because I really think that the entire explanation of how God is "working" (sorry, can´t think of a better word there) is flawed.
You said you would rather worship a God out of love and respect. Everything he has done for mankind is done out of love and respect. Would you worship him now? (rhetorical)
Like I said earlier... it´s not the fact that I fail to see what he´s done, that´s causing the disrespect, it´s the fact that he´s *expecting* me to respect him. Because - again - the free will comes into play. Let me ask you about your opinion: Don´t you think that God would rather see someone loving and worshipping him out of a free will and based on love, rather based on the cold calculation that if he doesn´t do it, he´ll go top hell? Do you think that worshipping and respecting somebody based upon fear is true and valid respect and love?
As for the bible history part...
I`m willing to learn there, if the sources are scientifical enough. From what I know, the first "versions" of the b(huge = serveral centuries) between the actual events and writing them down in the bible. If you have any links to serious sites about this topic, please post them here or pm me.
I`m not even thiunking about starting a debate based upon bible parts, since you certainly know the bibles 100 times better than I do. What I know from the roman catholic theology is, that God as he´s described in the Old Testement (didn´t know it´s Testament, not Testimony, sorry
) is quite different from the God in the New Testement. And following the Old and the New Testement simultaneously is resulting in contradictions. That´s what Rome says, so don´t blame me.
P.s. You are right about one thing: the teachings I have learned do not follow the same suit of the Roman Catholics, Prodestant, Baptist, 7th Day Aventist, or any other religion of Christendom
Would you mind telling me what church you´re belonging to? Or - again - pm me?
Take Care
P.S. I still hope we´re on a rational, argumentative level and won´t take our little dispute here personal.