Sex is a very disturbing thing for most people...especiallty women. With women, they get attached, so if it is becoming a job to screw 3-4 different guys a week, eventually at some point, they get all confused and what they may have liked at first, alot of them begin to hate it. But in fact, they still like the aspect of it, and after doing it so many times, it's all they know.
It's really obvious to see alot of times in their faces during scenes, and at the end of scenes that they don't "enjoy" it, and even some of the ones that appear to be, if you really look in their eyes, they don't. This is where drugs come into play to sort of mask that pain and hate they have for what they are doing, however in many cases, they have no education beyond high school and can't make anymore money that they do in porn.
I don't know why some of you guys get so upset at these girls for trying to turn their lives around. That's very selfish to wish that someone continue to behave in a manner that is self-destructing to them, only so you can enjoy it. And obviously, she knows more about the business being on the other side of the camera, than what we see after all the makeup, editing, acting.
Like many on here, I watch porn, however it is not something I am proud of, and if I could go back and delete that first day as a kid when I stumbled upon that VHS of Debbie Does Dallas in my house, I certainly would.