Brianne's Journey

It's hard for a young nineteen year old girl to learn that she's a lesbian, but it's even harder when you learn that you're attracted to your own stepmother. Penny Pax came into my life when my real mother left, and I accepted and loved Penny immediately. When my father divorced Penny, I was given the choice to stay with her or to come away with him. I chose her. I know I will always choose her. The problem is that Penny is a good woman, she knows it's wrong to be intimate with her own stepdaughter, even IF she had feelings for me. I don't know that she has feelings for me, and after years of heart wrenching lust for her, I decided to pursue another woman.. and that woman is my teacher, Mrs. Mona Wales. I wish I could tell you that I made sweet, sweet love with Mona Wales, but it didn't quite work out that way. I came home sad, and when Penny came after me, I slammed the door in her face. I was devastated. I couldn't tell a soul how I was rejected. I felt badly about slamming the door, screaming at my dear mother to "go away." That night I came out of my room and into the living room to watch a movie with her. I meant to just watch the movie innocently with her, to be near her would soothe the agony of Mrs. Wales' rejection. I swear to you, dear reader, that I wanted to be a good girl, but the bad girl always finds her way out of me. Watch the story unfold..